3 am and she's leavin, have i not been here before, with a him?
interesting to me that all of these people i am upgrading
and yet look at me again im here, waiting, writing, crying, not spying
i was done long ago thinkin its me
that im not good enough pretty or fine enough
my booty not a phaty and yet i make your spirit happy
but not enough to prevent yet another break up and so it's good im not stuck
on the process because God above is my true love so im not worried.
what's wrong with these people cant they see i am great?
have they all been a down grade from whom i truly belong
because for all of them i have not been the one but for a short time
or maybe for me they are not the ones
have i been settling for convieniance
am i pushing the right one away
or am i oblivious to it or have we jus not met
i've heard it all now.
it's not u its me.
if you had this and that you would be perfect but i still love you
jus not in love anymore
so theres the door
you know you all the more welcome to stay now that i've caused heartbreak
as of right now you're not in the way
and we ARE still friends,
are you gonna cut up or break my shit? when IM not in da mix?
really is that how you see me? no but it has happened to you in the past
so
you just HAD to ask
now i know the truth
its not me boo IT IS YOU.
so i am so thru
